Friday, July 1, 2011

Remorse.

I decided that I couldn't completely give up my blogging ventures. Don't get me wrong. I enjoy my Tumblr account. It's nice for sharing little tidbits here and there. You also stumble upon a lot of posts and think to yourself, "I can't believe someone else actually thinks like I do! This is hilarious!"

The thing is, I saw this blog as sort of my diary- my legacy, if you will. Even though I write about things that don't matter most of the time, it's still my way of reaching out to the world, giving people a little glimpse of my personality and what kind of things tumble through my brain on a day to day basis. Some of you find it humorous. Some of you don't. Some of you don't know what to think. Maybe some of you don't care.

I don't really care what everyone thinks. This here blog is my outlet. I don't want it to sound like I don't appreciate the readership. I sure do, my friends!

My number one goal in this process is to break the cycle of disconnectedness that has plagued my personal relationships for so long.

The other day I was talking to my best friend, Cait, via Facebook chat. I nearly had a moment as I sat there in front of my computer thinking of all the growing I've done as a person and how she wasn't there to be part of it. As we sat there and shared our life happenings over the past year my heart ached a little. I felt as though I just couldn't go on any longer not seeing her or ANY of my friends for that matter.

And then I thought about this blog. While it certainly doesn't make up for the last year, at least it's a way for her and everyone else to get their daily dose of Karah if they so desire. How can I possibly cease such a catharsis?

I can't. 

I love you guys too much. ANYWAY...


Enough of the boo hoo mumbo jumbo. Here's what I've been up to the last few days.



Taking black and white pictures! Thrilling, no? 

Because I'm so bored! And quite possibly I may have no life. But ya'll love me! 

Much love!

P.S. I'll post links to this blog's posts on my Tumblr page.
P.P.S.  I'm in the process of making a music list for Jake Coco and I have NO IDEA where to start. Like... no clue whatsoever. (Think, Karah. THINK!)

1 comment:

Sara Louise said...

I couldn't give up my blog either. I live in the middle of nowhere, it helps me be a lot less lonely, a whole lot
:-)